if i knew the last night we spent happy together was going to be the last we’d have, i would’ve told you so many things, like how much i truly meant it when i said you were the girl of my dreams. and how you were my inspiration to become a good person. and just that i loved you so much. and i wouldn’t have let go of you the whole night, not even for a moment. 

i lived my life moving frame to frame

holding the reels in my hand

of the days we laid

so lovely and still, i was in love

i gave my heart and left my life to change

bet it all on you but your love faded away

you faded away

i never thought i could live without you

i believed for so long that wasnt enough

i couldnt see that it wasnt love

you never deserved me

burn them down, all of our memories

light the film and burn all your mistakes clean

go ahead, my life begins when you leave

i know now i have some strength left in me

and though it will kill me to leave

i deserve to be happy

I don’t like anything. i can’t taste anything. i don’t feel anything. I stopped listening. I stopped caring.

Pretty disappointed in myself.

I’ll become something great and you’ll regret losing me.

I am really fucking depressed

”I just think its weird he moved on so fast”

Fuck you.

And your friends.

I could not be happier. things couldn’t be going better.